Frustrated !!

The last 3-4 days have simply been frustrating and there seems to be no end to it .
Firstly I chose to stay back in the hostel after my exams so that I could manage to study something for the placements and CAT . I succeeded in doing that to a certain degree for the latter but for the placements I haven't even yet picked up the book and 15 days have passed. Frustrating isn't it ?( when you have your job at stake ) .Those CAT classes bite most of our time going in the morning hours around 10 am and coming back around 6 in the evening aor sometimes even late . Roaming around in the CL in dead heat for Lunch .And when we land back in hostel (what felt like a government duty ) don't feel like doing anything other then resting our tired bodies .Trying to recuperate them .In the hostel too you hardly have any human souls . Just 2 -3 are present in my wing and they too will be leaving today for the home today which leaves me as the lonely unlucky chap . I have got reservations for tomorrow .BUT It doesn't feel like a reality that I'll make it to home by the train tomorrow .

I was very happy 2-3 days back that the wait is finally getting over and I'll b back home after a long gap of 5 months .But this latest gujjar drama has put an end to my happiness .The Trains are getting canceled everyday . Its getting on my nerves . Most of the folks are already home and some are getting home very soon . With every bit of news that I read about the whole reservation drama the frustration just mounts up . But I read the news everytime having that little degree of hope that this whole agitation will end and the routes shall be cleared . Last Time also the same thing happened .I was fortunate enough to reach home amidst tensions . One time lucky doesn't mean all time lucky . All I can do is pray , pray and PRAY !!!